Tuesday, November 30, 2010

peneliti problematik




Manusia selalu menimbulkan ragam yang bongkak dan daif...
Tidak berpaksi pada ketentuan akal yang logikal dan disandarkan pada persoalan fizik dan mental.
Krisis problematik yang kritis dan liberal ini sekaligus menghanyutkan keimunan akal dan mengubah corak revolusi pada pemikiran yang rasional.


Ini penyakit manusia yang timbul epek dari kerosakan jentera survival manusia lewat ini.
-Pengangguran.
-Kriminal psikopat.
-Obsesi.
-Skandal.
-Keisiman membunuh.
-Ketidakwarasan.
-Alkoholik.
-Ketagihan candu.
-Kemelut urbanisasi.
-Kemiskinan.
-Kerosakan alam.
-Schizophernia.
-Traumatik.
-Sadatik.
-Pobia.
-Depressi.
(Cuma sebilangan ini yang dipaparkan...)

Ah,alur hidup terus berlangsung mengejar perjalanan waktu yang tidak terbatas.
Keinginan hati untuk berada di level yang tinggi sedaya mahu dinaiki.
Masih bisa,tapi jangan sampai membuatkan kita tersungkur 'mati' dan terhenti.

I'm having a coffee!

And that's not a euphemism. I'm actually drinking a mug of coffee right now. I was checking the pantry for a tea bag earlier and I saw a package of cappuccino and I thought "what the heck?". And it's really not that vile. Of course the 2 tablespoons of sugar (that's not a typo) and so much milk I had to rewarm the cup in the microwave, helps a lot. How do people drink this stuff every day? Even as I drink it I'm wondering if my breath will ever be fresh again. I don't think this coffee drinking lark will stick. I just can't see the allure. Do you like it? Why? The caffeine? Because some say that tea has more. How do you take it? When was your first ever cup? Did you like it right away or was it an acquired taste? Did I ask enough questions?

kxx

Monday, November 29, 2010

kinetik fikir




Ada perhitungan pada setiap nafas yang kita hela dan telah disempurnakan hidup kita dengan tertibnya.


Diberikan udara yang baik memasuki rongga dada.
Dialirkan darah dalam nadi kita.
Diserikan wajah kita dengan senyuman indah.
Dibiaskan cahya pada mata yang berkaca.
Disegarkan minda untuk meneroka.
Dijanakan tenaga untuk kelangsungan hidup kita.
Diisi raga hati dengan penuh rasa cinta.
Diselubungkan jiwa untuk mengecapi bahagia.
Dilunakan suara untuk berbicara.
Dilampiaskan nafsu untuk merasa nikmatnya.
Diserapkan ingatan pada kenangan yang tercipta.
Dilimpahkan dengan rezki yang melimpah ruah.
Pokoknya apa saja yang terbaik terpamer pada kita dan meletakan sisi gelap kita pada tempat lain,itu harus kalau mahu mensyukuri rahmat-NYA.

Tapi kita masih lagi menjadi seorang yang alpa bahwa kita ini diciptakan sebagai hamba.
Sebagai hamba yang tangannya sentiasa ditadah untuk berdoa.
Sebagai hamba yang mengerti bahwa dunia ini tercipta bukan untuk dirinya sahaja.


Kelihatan,semakin kita menuju kesempurnaan.
Semakin terserlah kelemahan dan kekurangan kita.


(Tidak lah Engkau jadikan semua ini sia-sia(Al Imran : 191)

This one is called "Meet Me On Monday"

I'm supposed to answer these questions, post a link to this blog on the blog where I found it then link back to their blog in my blog or some such nonsense. I've given up trying to hang out with other bloggers, jumping through their hoops and following their complicated rules. So what it I only have a few dozen readers? There are no ads here so I can do whatever the heck I want. Including steal their questions and answer them unilaterally. Take that blogosphere. Look at me, I'm a maverick.


1.  What is your favorite favourite way to eat chicken?
God help me, there are so many ways to cook it that are delicious and healthy like roasted and grilled but if I'm going to be honest, I have to say breaded chicken fingers and hot chicken wings are tied for first.


2.  Have you decorated for Christmas yet?
No but I'm starting to get itchy. I have two gifts wrapped and on the floor where the tree will be and I nightly gaze out longingly at my neighbour's fairy lit windows. 

3.  What is your favorite favourite article of clothing?

Does a Snuggie count as clothing? No? Well, in the winter, I love my fluffy socks, and in the summer, my pfd because it means that I'm about to paddle.

4.  Do you pay your bills online or write checks cheques the old way?

Scott pays the bills and I think he does it online.

5.  Do you make Christmas cookies?

Years ago I hosted cookie exchanges which forced me and all my friends to bake them. They ended up resenting me for having to bake 12 dozen cookies and I ended up gaining 5 pounds with red and green sprinkles around my mouth and crumbs down my bra until New Year's. Now I just bake for Santa.


kxx



Tac yar...!




Cuma berapa hari,namun cukup beri impak.
Keresahan demi keresahan membalut rutin harian malah agak kurang senang melihat teman-teman yang lain terus-terusan menguasai kehidupan mereka dengan senyuman.
Ya agak kurang senang di sini bukan bererti aku membenci mereka tapi mencemburui kecukupan yang mereka perolehi.Lantas,aku juga mahu menjadi seperti mereka walaupun dunia yang aku teroka berbeda daripada mereka.

Seperti yang diketahui aku mengalami permasalahan pada keizinan akses pada internet,dan kerna itu aku terusan berusaha memperbaikinya.Tidak mau hanya membiarkan kondisi aku kayak pelombong arang batu Chile yang tertutup pada dunia luar gara-gara ketimbusan akibat letupan lombong mengharap ada sinar cahaya menembusi.Akhirnya pihak perunding Celcom tampil memberi bantuan tahap terbaik selepas aku menghubungi mereka..

Dalam itu aku gembira pada semua teman-teman blogger yang sentiasa memberi sokongan untuk blog aku dan ianya memberi semangat pada aku untuk terus berkarya dalam dunia penulisan blog.Aku sememangnya mula mencintai pemangkin pada penulisan-penulisan aku di sini justeru itu aku mengucapkan jutaan terima kasih pada semua sebagai tanda penghargaan aku yang tidak pernah bersempadan...Telus dan ikhlas..


Salam bertemu kembali sob...

the legend of Real Madrid CF

PROFILE OF RAUL GONZALES STAR FROM REAL MADRID





Raul Gonzales, the leading goal scorer of Real Madrid plans to retired after he finish to play football in two more season with the Spanish club, but he might be play in the U.S. This 31-year-old Spanish player said that he already marked the date in 2011. Six month before the date comes, in December or January, he will be looking at the actual reality and see if his decision benefit for him and his club or not. And he added that he 90% sure that his future will be tied to football and Real Madrid. Raul Gonzales, who has only played for Madrid recently surpassed Alfredo di Stefano’s Madrid scoring record with his 311th goal and he scored 13 goals in the league this season, also Spain’s all-time leader with 44 goals internationally. Last Wednesday in the Champion League when Madrid against Liverpool he record his 66th goal in the European competitions, the 64 of those goals in the Champion League..

Sunday, November 28, 2010

So I was watching Star Wars today

for what seems like the 50th time. It was actually a marathon of all 6 movies. I love them like I love cake but I have a beef. I heard that Lucas has said that there were initially 9 movies in all with these 6 first and 3 more to come. I think he has abandoned his plan for the last 3 movies. I think this is a grave mistake. There can be so much more. There is a whole bunch of untapped potential in focussing the last 3 on Princess Leia. Think about this.

She is Luke's twin sister. If Luke is swimming with midi-chlorians, so must she be. I'd love to see a storyline where they focus on her childhood with the Organas on Alderaan. How maybe she noticed some mysterious things happening like the classroom bully suddenly choking in the lunchroom after menacing her for money.  Anyway, they could show her becoming a Jedi like her brother then dun dun DUN; get tempted by the dark side. We could see her being really cruel and power-hungry before her love for her brother and Han wins out. Or better yet, she could recant her evil ways on her deathbed only to become a cool ghost like Yoda, Vader and Obi Wan. This is gold, people. Why hasn't this stuff be explored in movies? Yes, I know there have been comics and cartoons about Leia but I want movies. That does it. I'm sending an email to Skywalker Ranch...

kxx

Saturday, November 27, 2010

i hate this situations!





Sejak seawal subuh jumaat aku mula menghadapi konflik.
Aku cuba bertenang bahwa tiada apa-apa yang berlaku,namun aku semakin resah.
Tiada satu hal yang lebih baik di sini dalam keberadaan yang tersekat dan terpidana selain dari kehidupan di depan skrin kecil ini.Sungguh,ini lah satu-satunya penghibur aku di kala kaki ku seperti dirantai di pulau ini.

Oh...aku tidak sanggup hanya perlu berbaring dan menghabiskan semua bahan bacaan tanpa perlu bersiaran di dunia maya ini.Tapi apakan daya,modem ku menderhakai aku dengan sengaja merosakan dirinya sendiri.Arghhh....kenapa dia perlu memusnahkan dirinya ketika aku berada di pulau ni.!!!Sucks!!!

Maafkan aku kalau aku gagal berada bersama kalian untuk berapa hari sehinggalah aku dapat atasi masalah yang bongok ni.Kelihatan kecil saja masalah semacam ini tapi impaknya cukup besar apalagi kalau kalian berada di suatu tempat yang kalian tidak akan dapat berbuat apa-apa.Pulsa sebanyak mana pun tidak akan dapat dipergunakan malah kalian akan menjadi penjimat paling terbaik.


I'm so sorry sob....

P/s: aku cuma sempat memujuk dari salah seorang temanku di sini untuk sedikit masa kebenaran akses.

Hm... what do I blog about?

Here I am staring at a blank page. The good thing is that I'm writing a blog and not a novel where threads of a story have to be picked up and woven together, or a newspaper article where I'd be sweating because I'd have cashed my advance and bought some really sexy shoes but not have anything to give to my mean old publisher who is like J. Jonah Jameson and has a beef against me and threatens to uncover my secret identity thereby exposing my friends and family to danger from my arch-nemesis and... where was I?

Oh yes. A blog. I was saying that I could write anything and it can be a blog and why? Because I pressed the little orange "publish post" button below this box.. So let's go with a what am I doing now sort of thing. Currently I'm watching the AMAs on my PVR. Can I just say that it's pretty boring? And Katy Perry is pretty fun on the radio and cute on video but live she hurts my ears. I mean fingernails on a blackboard hurt. I feel like I need a cold compress on my head.

So I'm just going through the list of stuff I have packed on the machine. I just finished watching Glee's wedding episode (Okay, Sue needs to stay principal. Who's with me?), The Walking Dead (OMG, how fantastic is that show?), and some backed up Coronation Street episodes. Up next, Vampire Diaries or Drop Dead Diva... I'm not sure which.

What else? This computer is driving me absolutely nuts. It's a laptop and all the buttons are in stupid places. It takes me 15 seconds to find the delete button when  I need it and that's pretty often. Also, the down arrow button is missing. Christmas (or more accurately Boxing Day) can't come fast enough so we can get a new one on sale.

Oh hell, Pink just sang. Holy crap! She's pregnant and gave a better, more energetic performance than Miley Cyrus. And she's got some pipes. The old school dance moves and the guy from the Dan Band (YouTube them) cracked me up. Take that Katy Perry. If Pink comes to town I'm so going. It looks like she'd put on one hell of a show.

I'm so sorry guys. This blog was completely self involved and coming from me that's really saying something. My brain seems much more engaged on weekdays. Luckily there are only a few more weekend blogs before this daily thing is over. Then it's back to the insightful, thought provoking, heart wrenching stories you are used to from me. Har.

kxx

Galaxy Fall 2-1 to Newcastle in The Qantas Challenge

LA Galaxy 1, Newcastle Jets 2
The Qantas Challenge
Saturday, November 27, 2010
EnergyAustralia Stadium – Newcastle, New South Wales, Australia

Scoring Summary:
LA – Landon Donovan (Sean Franklin, Chris Birchall) 7’
NEW – Sasho Petrovski (Ali Abbas, Adam D’Apuzzo) 39’
NEW - Labinot Haliti (Kasey Wehrman) 53’

Misconduct Summary:
None

Lineups:
LA Galaxy: Donovan Ricketts (Josh Saunders 46’); Sean Franklin (Chris Klein 63’), A.J. DeLaGarza, Omar Gonzalez (Gregg Berhalter 46’), Todd Dunivant (Eddie Lewis 46’); Chris Birchall (Dema Kovalenko 68’), David Beckham, Juninho (Mike Magee 72’), Michael Stephens (Alex Cazumba 57’); Landon Donovan© (Bryan Jordan 46’), Edson Buddle (Jovan Kirovski 46’).

Subs Not Used: Brian Perk, Leonardo.

Newcastle Jets: Matthew Nash, Tarek Elrich, Taylor Regan, Nikolai Topor-Stanley, Adam D’ Apuzzo (Brodie Mooy 56’); Ruben Zadkovich (Marcello Fiorentini 46’), Kasey Wehrman© (Jacob Pepper 83’), Jobe Wheelhouse (James Virgili 76’), Ali Abbas (Kaz Patafta 46’); Sasho Petrovski (Zhang Shuo 56’), Marko Jesic (Labinot Haliti 46’).

Subs Not Used: Sam Gallaway, Mario Simic, Scott Pettit, Fabian Iacovelli, Jack Duncan.

Notes:
• With the loss for LA, the Newcastle Jets win the inaugural Qantas Challenge.
• The Galaxy are now 2-2-0 all-time against teams from the Hyundai A-League. They beat the Wellington Phoenix in 2007 and Sydney FC in 2008 while losing to Sydney FC in 2007 and now the Jets.
• The Galaxy are now 0-2-0 all-time in Australia.
• This was the Galaxy’s fifth and final international friendly of the year. They finished with a 2-2-1 record in those games, beating Puntarenas FC (Costa Rica) and Boca Juniors (Argentina) while tying CD Aguila (El Salvador) and losing to Real Madrid (Spain) and the Newcastle Jets (Australia). This was the only one of those games that was not played in Southern California.
• Landon Donovan gave the Galaxy a 1-0 lead in the 7th minute, re-directing a Sean Franklin cross over the line from close range with his chest. That was his second goal in the club’s five friendlies this season, though he only played in three of them.
• Chris Birchall was also credited with an assist on that goal.
• Juninho nearly doubled the Galaxy lead two minutes later, but his long range shot was adjudged not to have crossed the goalline by the referees, though video replays later showed that it had.
• Donovan Ricketts had to make his first save of the game a few minutes later, pushing a close range shot from Sasho Petrovski around his right post.
• Petrovski eventually equalized for the Jets in the 29th minute, heading an Ali Abbas cross past Ricketts from close range, tying the score at 1-1.
• Halftime substitute Labinot Haliti scored the eventual game-winning goal in the ** minute, shortly after coming on as a halftime substitute.
• Chris Klein each came on as substitutes, making the final appearances of their professional careers.
• Newcastle Jets owner Nathan Tinkler offered to donate $5,000(AU) to HMRI for every goal scored in the game, meaning that $15,000(AU) was raised for the charity.
• A total of 20 of the 22 players that made the trip to Australia played for the Galaxy, with only Brian Perk and Leonardo not seeing action.
• Only A.J. DeLaGarza and David Beckham played the full 90 minutes for the Galaxy.
• Tonight’s game was shown live on Fox Soccer Channel in the United States with a number of replays to be shown throughout the week. Check www.foxsoccer.com for a complete schedule of broadcasts.
• There was a sellout crowd of more than 23,000 at EnergyAustralia Stadium, which is the process of being renovated. This was the Jets’ biggest home attendance of the season.
• For more about today’s game, please visit www.lagalaxy.com.

Final Game of 2010 is Set to Kickoff

The guys are completing their pregame warmups ahead of tonight's friendly against the Newcastle Jets at EnergyAustralia Stadium. This is the club's final game of the year so most if not all of the 22 players that made the trip can expect to see some action.

Here is the starting XI that Bruce Arena will put on the field tonight...

Ricketts; Dunivant, DeLaGarza, Gonzalez, Franklin; Birchall, Stephens, Juninho, Beckham; Donovan(c), Buddle.

Subs: Saunders, Perk, Leonardo,Berhalter, Cazumba, Kovalenko, Klein, Lewis, Kirovski, Magee, Jordan.

And here is the lineup for the host Newcastle Jets, who are coached by Branko Culina...

Nash; D'Apuzzo, Regan, Topor-Stanley, Elrich: Wheelhouse, Zadkovich, Wehrman(c); Jesic, Petrovski, Abbas.

Subs: Mooy, Fiorentini, Patafta, Haliti, Shuo, Gallaway, Virgili, Simic, Pettit, Iacovelli, Duncan.

Friday, November 26, 2010

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Flashback Friday

This being a big food holiday down south, I thought I'd share with you an old blog about things I like and dislike. Also add to the list

Like:
Black jelly beans
Fruit cake

Dislike:
Hawaiian pizza
Beef stew

kxx

irosis sifat diri




Ada berapa sebab kenapa kita masih memilih yang seperti ini...
Krisis dalaman yang pahit untuk kita sendiri menelannya...Tapi ada kewajaran yang diberi kelonggaran untuk diterima oleh hati kita sendiri.Bedanya orang-orang di sekitar lingkungan hidup kita merasa cuak...

Hidup yang kita persembahkan semaunya ditonjolkan dalam bentuk yang indah..
Langkah diatur kayak orang yang tidak mau kakinya kotor..
Berbicara persis seorang pensyarah dan ahli hukum..
Punya kemewahan yang sentiasa dipamerkan..ada pakaian yang berlabel 
Punya aset kecantikan yang sentiasa dibanggakan..
Memperlihatkan tata-budi penuh kesopanan..
Makan minumnya lagi mau saja di restoran-restoran mahal..
Kalau dari soal mampu yang sebenarnya masih boleh diterima oleh mata...Tapi bagaimana kalau saja itu semua hanya lakonan semata-mata...?

Hipokrit serupa kita menyembunyikan asal keadaan diri kita.
Memperagakan gaya yang ideal saat berada di luar dari dunia kita.Agar ada orang-orang yang akan memberi penghormatan,puji-pujian dan sanjungan.

Merendah diri itu tidak pernah merugikan diri sendiri.Tidak pernah.

Thursday, November 25, 2010

The Sign Says it All

A city that was for much of its early years known for the number of convicts that resided here, the city of Newcastle has thrown open its doors to the LA Galaxy. A quaint coal mining town on the northern coast of New South Wales, the city of Newcastle is abuzz ahead of Saturday night’s game between their Jets and the Galaxy at EnergyAustralia Stadium.Local businesses have been quick to welcome the club through their doors, treating all the guys like travelling rock stars. While the constant reporters and photographers surrounding the team hotel has been a little tiresome for most, the guys have still managed to get out and see some of the finer things that the city has to offer, such as lush beaches to lay out on or surf at, a vibrant waterfront area full of restaurants and bars, nearby wildlife reserves and some of the best wine that you will find in all of Australia.

It was that last one that the guys were told of shortly after landing in Sydney yesterday that seemed to peak their collective interests, with both Landon and David mentioning that they would have to partake in a few glasses of the local flavor after the game.

And it might not be the local wine, but this nearby pub has figured out a way to try and draw David through their doors.No word yet on whether or not he has made it in…nor if anyone has taken this language school up on their offer for free aboriginal speaking lessons.All things considered, the people of Newcastle have been fantastic to everyone associated with the club, making all of us feel right at home during our short stay. Making it feel even more like home was a meet and greet with a number of local Herbalife distributors that have come out to support the club that proudly wears the company's name across its chest. The 30 or so lucky distributors got to meet the entire team and get autographs from the guys before posing for a group photo that they are all sure to cherish.

Making Their Day

In their first full day here in Newcastle, the Galaxy players put on a show for many of the children in the area, conducting a 30-minute clinic along with the Newcastle Jets' players and coaches. After being introduced to all the kids, who roared in approval at each new name, the guys were split into two groups to begin the clinic and start the eventPlayers from the Galaxy and the Jets, as well as the Jets women’s team, joined in on a series of small sided games with the kids from local Northern New South Wales youth soccer leagues. The players needed little prodding to interact and mess around with the kids who were thrilled to meet many of their local heroes on the Jets roster, as well as the visiting Galaxy stars like David, Donovan, A.J. and Leonardo that you can see below.After the clinic, the Galaxy players and staff made their way across the parking lot and into EnergyAustralia Stadium for the first time, going through a 60-minute training session ahead of Saturday’s game. With more than a thousand kids and their parents watching on, the Galaxy played some possession and a small sided game in their first organized workout since arriving here in Australia. The crowd cheered their way throughout the session, with goals from Edson, Mike and Jovan, as well as a diving save by Josh, eliciting the biggest cheers.Once the day was done, David thanked everyone for coming out to the stadium and told them how much all the players were looking forward to tomorrow night’s game. All the guys then made their way over to the fans and signed autographs, took photos and spent some time with the kids, much to their delight.

sekali sekala Ultraman pun kalah




Jari-jariku semakin keras..sudah semakin hilang kelenturannya.
Strategi sudah hilang kesannya...apa lagi mahu menyusun posisi.
Formasi lintang pukang...set sana set sini langsung tiada fungsi.
Cip otak semakin lembab..senang-senang saja attack dipatahkan...
Defender jangan tanya..hampir setiap kali enemy attack bolos saja...
Skill langsung tidak boleh dipraktik..asyik-asyik gagal.


Hey brats..baru 21 hari kau sudah merungut macam kena sengugut.Pantang kalah saja kau cakap jahanam..Kalau kau menang kau cakap kau memang cekap.Angguk kau lah...dengan junior pun kau sudah pecah peluh..gemuruh tidak tentu pasal.Bilang saja kau sudah hilang taringnya.Baru kena sumbat satu kau sudah gelabah puyuh..Hey brats,permainan belum tamat kau jangan hilang semangat!.

Bermain Playstations macam mengatur hidup kita seharian....
Adakala kita kalah adakala kita berjaya...
Selagi hidup belum berakhir masih ada masa.
Teruskan deh.....

My favourite song right now

I love my iPod so much. The mixes on it are so varied that sometimes I find it jarring to play the whole thing on a mix. I have to play certain playlists otherwise I'll get Mozart's Piano Concerto in D right next to Nookie by Limp Bizkit and it'll throw me right off. It's like the time I had a baby shower and Scott gave my phone book to my friend Paula. She invited every woman in that book and my party was horrifying. School friends mixed with work friends, church friends mingled with cottage friends (you know, the kind who indulged...) and then there were my family and in-laws. Holy shit. There is a photograph of me when I first walked into that room. Paula is pulling me in and the look on my face is equal parts shock, nausea, terror, fear, surprise and get-me-the-frick-outta-here. An actual photograph of the flight or flight reflex. I spent the next few hours trying to get everyone to enjoy themselves and at the same time not compare notes about me. It was awful.

What was I on about?

Oh yes... my favourite song right now. I say right now because I have two of all-time that aren't to be confused by this flash in the pan of today. In fact, I have it written in my will that they are to be played at my funeral. Want to know what they are? Of course you do.You Gotta Be by Des'ree and I'm Going Home from the Rocky Horror Picture Show. Listen before you judge. It's beautiful.

Okay so my favourite song is a bouncy, happy, passive-aggressive hatefest. It gets stuck in my head all day and I don't care. I wake up hearing it and go to bed humming it. I've had it on repeat on my mp3 since August but I have to put on the clean, whitewashed version of it in my car when the kids are with me. How much do I love singing it to the old folks with their left tickers on in the fast lane? They even covered it on Glee (using the previously mentioned bland version). Ladies and gentlemen, I give you Cee Lo Green.



kxx

cast away....





(Trouble is a friend-Lenka)
 (Untuk kamu  Kyra Ismera Jangan besedih..bukan semua grup musik kekal selamanya .)

 Berkata seorang cucu kepada kakeknya saat panas mulai pijar selepas hujan..
"Hey kek,tengok tuh ada pelangi,wah indah sungguh...."

Kakek itu mengusap kepala cucunya seraya berkata...
"Itu cuma sebentar saja cu..Kamu lihat warnanya..semua berbeda-beda walau berada dalam gelongsor yang sama..kalau hilang satu warna,hilang meriahnya."


Temanku...kalau mahu digambarkan dunia persahabatan itu terlalu banyak personafikasinya.
Mahu lebih akrab lagi,jangan berbisik berdua ketika bertiga.Jangan makan lain pinggan kalau lauknya cuma satu.Jangan tidur beralas lengan kalau bantalnya cuma satu.Kalau sakit peha kanan jangan dicubit peha kiri kawan.Ah,kalau diukur soal berkawan jangan sampai salah faham.


Ya,tidak semua dunia persahabatan itu indah belaka.Bukan semua bisa dikongsi rasa.Merajuk hati kekadang pendam sampai ke mati.Sekali dikenang bagai hati ditusuk pedang.Kalau kita ada harga diri buktikan kita mampu berdiri sendiri.Hari ini bukan kita seorang saja yang bersedih,mugkin besok lusa kita pula yang ketawa gembira.Masih luas perjalanan kita di hadapan.Masih punya kesempatan untuk satu perubahan.


Hurmm..maafkan saja deh.

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

Wheel Up, Wheels Down, Wheels Up, Wheels Down

The Galaxy arrived in Sydney today...and then flew on to Newcastle shortly after meeting a number of local dignitaries and members of the media inside one of Qantas Airlines' hangers.With a giant Airbus A380 serving as the backdrop, Bruce, Landon and David spoke to the media about their excitement of being in Australia for Saturday's game against Newcastle. The guys fielded the usual array of questions, with most of the media more focused on what the guys hope to do off the field, rather than what they're looking to do on the field at EnergyAustralia Stadium against the Jets.
Once the press conference was over, the guys boarded a significantly smaller Qantas plane, with this one taking the guys up the coast to Newcastle in just under 30 minutes. More fans and media were waiting for the guys there, including this guy who is clearly a big fan of the Galaxy captain.
After arriving at the hotel here in Newcastle, the guys got settled in and then went their separate ways, with some electing to head to the local beach, while others chose to get their workout in at a nearby gym.

Tomorrow afternoon will see the guys go through their only training session before Saturday's game while also conducting a clinic for a number of youth soccer players here in the region. We'll have images from all of this and more straight through until the team's return to Los Angeles on Sunday afternoon.

rotinya tidak ada inti




Misalnya kondisinya begini...

Kalau aku pandai menyanyi-belum tentu aku menjadi penyanyi.
Kalau aku pandai berlakon-belum tentu aku menjadi bangsawan.
Kalau aku pandai bermain sepakbola-belum tentu aku menjadi bintang bola.
Kalau aku pandai bergaya-belum tentu aku menjadi modelnya.
Kalau aku pandai memasak-belum tentu aku menjadi chef.
Kalau aku pandai menembak-belum tentu aku menjadi soldadu.
Kalau aku pandai berbohong-belum tentu aku menjadi seorang penipu.
Kalau aku pandai berkata-kata-belum tentu aku menjadi kekasihnya.
Kalau aku pandai bermadah-belum tentu aku menjadi pujangga.
Kalau aku pandai bersilat-belum tentu aku pertahankan diri.
Kalau aku pandai mengaji-belum tentu aku seorang qari.
Kalau aku pandai berceramah-belum tentu aku jadi ahli politik.


Apa yang kita boleh buat sebenarnya..?
Selalu kita fikir bila seorang itu begitu sudah tentu dia hebat.
Its a bullshit!

Yang sebenarnya cuma kulit buku yang kita baca...isinya langsung tidak diteroka.

It is time.

Yup, time to start saving money and making plans. Time to break out my annual Christmas Wish List. This year, finally Louboutins come off the list and taking its place, making a stunning debut: an iPad. Please enjoy my list and feel free to pick anything. As I tell Scott every year, buying something off a list is still a surprise if you don't know which particular thing you are getting, am I right?

  1. The aforementioned iPad
  2. Bayshore gift certificate
  3. iTunes gift certificate
  4. Geeky tee (size women's large)
  5. Panini grill
  6. A dozen matching coffee mugs
  7. Buffy Season 7
  8. White Converse sneakers size 6.5
  9. Scribblish board game (for family night)
  10. Voyage of the Damned (Doctor Who DVD)
See? Not too bad... nothing too outrageous. I still want the Smart Car, though but I'd rather give a list of things I'm actually to get. Although I did get those gorgeous shoes eventually...

11. Smart Car

You never know. You listening Santa and his various earthly representatives?

kxx

kemelut yang jelak



Cinta manusia marhaein itu indah pada permulaannya...Kabur dipertengahan...Lesap dipenghujungnya...

Carilah selepas itu bunga yang mekar di musim dingin..Kalian akan temui dalam emosi
yang mengigil..Terlampias kerna ketakutan pada pengulangan kejadian yang sama.Berulang dan berulang dalam bungkusan hidup kalian..

Beringatlah...Cinta bukan untuk disakiti..Bukan untuk didendami...
Cinta sememangnya untuk dikenang.

Nikmati hidup kamu selagi kamu mampu...Hidup ini bukan semua untuk cinta.Bukan!

Tuesday, November 23, 2010

putih mata hitamku....



(jangan kau renung terlalu lama)



Seks...suatu perkara yang harmonis.Kombinasi yang paling enak.Sudut pandangan yang berbeda.Terselit karma noda dan dosa.Passions of lurve...

Memperkatakan soal begini bukan suatu yang baru.Dunia melayu masih ada malu tentang ini.Jujur kalau diambil alasan dari soal agama ia langsung terpisah dari apa yang nyata.Maka aku tidak lebih-lebihkannya kerna dunia jahilku masih ketara.

Apa saja modus operandi yang melibatkan cara dan alasan melakukan hubungan seks suatu yang tipikal.Dirungkai dengan akal logikal ia keperluan manusia.Dipertimbangkan dengan fitrah maka ada cara menghalalkannya.Dijelaskan melalui sains ia dikatakan latihan jasmani.Dipesongkan dari tuntutan batin ia nafsu serakah..Disembunyikan dari niat ia dikatakan kerna cinta...semua untuk cinta.Selebihnya untuk cinta lagi.

Ada setengah melakukannya  kerna semua orang berbuat begitu..Ada yang melakukannya kerna mau ada tinggalkan kesan.Ada lebih daif melakukannya kerna tergoda.Ada yang lebih bodoh melakukannya kerna suka-suka.Ada yang lakukannya kerna rasa cinta..Lihat toh,masih lagi tentang cinta...Cinta juga alasannya...

Apa sekalipun alasan,tepuk dada tanya iman...
"Aku lakukannya kerna aku menikahinya..." 

Ada yang melakukannya dengan cara yang songsang? 


petualang emosi




Aku akan gambarkan begini...

Dapatkan sebilah parang dan kamu pergi menebas rumput-rumput yang mulai semak..
Ketika satu kesilapan parang itu mengenai betismu dan melukakan,sedikit parah.
Kamu berfikir luka itu tidak apa-apa maka kamu mebuat keputusan cuma dengan sedikit balutan untuk menghentikan darah dari terus mengalir sudah memadai.
Dibiarkan terus dan saat kamu fikir ia sudah sembuh kamu membuka balutan,ternyata ketika hampir balutan terakhir dibuka kamu merasa sakit..kerna balutan itu sudah melekat dengan darah yang kering,ditekan-tekan terasa seperti ada nanah.

Kamu takut dan merasa sakit tapi ya kalau dibiarkan terus nanahnya akan bertambah parah..
Jadi kamu harus menahan sakit dan mengubatinya dengan cara yang betul...
Kesilapan yang sedikit jangan digandakan...cukup kalau sekali silap.

Nah,cuba kamu pindahkan gambaran itu pada emosi kamu yang terluka...
kekecewaan harus ditangani dengan bijaksana..
Kalau kamu mahu sayang dan manjakan kekecewaan itu kamu akan semakin parah...

Ingat ini toh.."Setinggi mana kita jatuh lebih tinggi dari itu kita akan daki...." 

I'm a poet and I didn't even know it

This is the poetic equivalent of MadLibs. Makes me feel like a true wordsmith. Of course it comes from a template... do you think I'm this profound? You haven't been reading this blog for long, have you?

So my awesome poem first and the template so you can impress your friends at the bottom.

Where I'm From

I am from pop culture, from Perez Hilton and TMZ.
I am from the comfortable, the casual, the spicy.
I am from the summertime, the warm sunshine.
I am from grace before meals and brown eyes, from Errol and Mabel and Anthony.
I am from chupsing and finger whips.
From “Better belly bust than good food waste” and “Ma ka foote un blass”.
I am from church every Sunday and mass every single day of Easter week.
I'm from Montreal and Dominica, poutine and soursop ice cream.
From the rich man who loved his maid, the happy, drunken woman dancing on the table, and the illegal alien.
I am from the third drawer in a dresser at the bottom of the stairs, the hard drive, my brain.
Unbelievably, incredibly special.
A magical time machine that will always be close to my heart.

******************************

"Where I'm From" Template


I am from _______ (specific ordinary item), from _______ (product name) and _______.
I am from the _______ (home description... adjective, adjective, sensory detail).
I am from the _______ (plant, flower, natural item), the _______ (plant, flower, natural detail)
I am from _______ (family tradition) and _______ (family trait), from _______ (name of family
member) and _______ (another family name) and _______ (family name).
I am from the _______ (description of family tendency) and _______ (another one).
From _______ (something you were told as a child) and _______ (another).
I am from (representation of religion, or lack of it). Further description.
I'm from _______ (place of birth and family ancestry), _______ (two food items representing
your family).
From the _______ (specific family story about a specific person and detail), the _______
(another detail, and the _______ (another detail about another family member).
I am from _______ (location of family pictures, mementos, archives and several more lines
indicating their worth).

kxx
(PS: If you try this, post your poem in the comments box. I'd love to see what you come up with!)

usai sudah dunia nyata




Aku terperosok jauh ..bertindan-tindan dan sukar bangun
Kubawa sekali akal mindaku berkelana terbiar semakin redup
Seredup mataku di petang yang menyilir anginnya
Mnedodoi dan membelai setiap ruang dan inci dari tubuhku yang nyata
Jauh...jauh..jauh ke alam yang aku sendiri tidak dapat meneka..
Kabus yang memagar...tidak kelihatan siapa-siapa...

Aku hilang dan terlena.........

Monday, November 22, 2010

back to basics




Setiap saat manusia menghadapi kondisi yang hampir sama dengan yang lain...
Berbicara hal-hal yang sama..Berfikir soal yang sama..
Menangis tidak pernah sama..Meraikan sesuatu untuk hal yang sama..
Keliru bahwa hal-hal itu lah yang menyatukan di antara mereka..

Kembali kita pada asasnya...Bertenang menghadapi apa jua bentuk masalah..
Kecil atau besar bukan jadi persoalan,tetapi bagaimana bentuk cara penyelesaian..
Bukan hanya sekedar berfikir tapi langkah yang perlu diambil..

Keberkesanan hidup kita..(Untuk aku paling utama..),hasil dari bagaimana kita menyelesaikannya..
Nilai lah dari kemampuan kita berdiri dan bukannya sejauh mana kita melarikan diri..

Love Me Do

Unless you've been living under a rock, you know that the Beatles catalogue was released on iTunes last week. I don't really see what the big deal is. If you like the Beatles then you already found some way to get them on your iPod. Either for free or with one of those turntable to mp3 dealies that even I own.

I never was a huge Beatles fan. Don't get me wrong, I liked them but I was never a rabid fan. I was too young. In fact, when John Lennon died, my first thought was "Who?". I admit it. I was 13 and I'd heard of the Beatles but I couldn't name the members to save my life. Later I went through a phase when I thought they were cool and retro and even bought some albums (Sgt. Pepper, Abbey Road and Help) but I never understood the screeching or face-pulling until my Duran Duran lunacy of the mid-80s.

Anyway, last week I was looking for a Beatles song to put on my iPod. Hey, it's a well known fact that there is no bandwagon or trend that I can let pass me by. Anyway, I was looking for something new to run to. I like fast, bouncy, jaunty (oooh, I like that word) songs to run to... they give me energy. After pleading for help on Facebook and twitter, I finally settled on I Saw Her Standing There. I love the guitar in that one and it reminds me of my college ski trip in 1985. I was on the ski lift at Owl's Head with my friend Marianne laughing at the people falling below. Little did we now that we'd be joining them buried neck deep in snow all afternoon and freezing. The best thing about that trip was warming up in the chalet. As I recall, the apres-ski involved copious amounts of alcohol and ear-meltingly loud music. And funnily enough, I never went skiing again. Good times.

So do you have any Beatles stories or memories?

kxx (wow, even Ringo is handsome here...)

man vs crocodiles




Kepala pemerintah mau mencarikan jodoh untuk puteri kesayanganya dan melanjutkan pertanyaan terus kepada puteri tunggalnya untuk mendapatkan persetujuan.
Ternyata puterinya menyambut baik niat itu tetapi sempat meninggalkan syarat,
dan syarat itu ialah puterinya sendiri yang membuat pemilihan bakal suaminya.

Puterinya seorang yang pintar tapi bukan seorang yang pentingkan materi maka dia akan mengadakan satu competisi yang memerlukan keberanian yang cukup cekal iaitu mestilah di kalangan siapa antara pemuda-pemuda yang mampu menyeberangi sungai deras malah dipenuhi oleh buaya-buaya yang ganas...


Di hari competisi berlangsung,berbondong-bondong audiens datang melihat pemuda-pemuda gagah berani mencuba nasib untuk memperisteri anak gadis kepala pemerintah.Namun sehingga hari menginjak sore belum ada pemenangnya malah ramai yang tertewas di sungai itu dibaham buaya-buaya kelaparan.Saat tiada lagi pemuda ingin mencuba nasib kedengaran audiens bersorak memandang seorang pemuda yang begitu pantas berenang.Dia akhirnya berjaya sampai ke seberang tanpa dapat ditangkap oleh buaya-buaya itu kerna kepantasannya yang hebat.


Saat Kepala pemerintah ingin mengumumkan pemuda itu sebagai pemenang,kepala pemerintah terlebih dahulu mengajukan pertanyaan...
"Kamu aku kira memang pantas menjadi menantuku,khabarkan apa permintaanmu sebelum kutitipkan anak ku kepadamu...?"
Pemuda itu dengan wajah yang masih pucat dan sedikit nafas yang tercungap dia bersuara...


"Aku tidak mahu apa-apa pemerintah.Tapi aku cuma mahu tahu siapa orang yang menolakku ke sungai sebentar tadi...".